make sure u log in, otherwise u might be missing some private entries... ~manda

so... wow... the freedom to tell all is amazing... though, now, i feel like i have nothing to tell... damn, this sucks!  haha lol...  alright... well, i have one secret... i have a toothache... and my dad will kill me... cause of the dentist bill i will inevitably incur during my visit to the states... he wont be thrilled... but what can i do about it... i brush, i floss... give me a break yo... really stupid... teeth, who needs 'em NEway???  such a pain in my ass... i mean mouth.  k... im done with that kick.  well... i should prolly go to bed now, but i just wanted to say that i got through one more step on the way to working for lufthansa... i have a telephone interview this week!  im thrilled... maybe one thing will work out right... i hope.  keep ure fingers crossed!

~manda

so, here is my new and improved, and SECRET, web site... only for a few of the people who i would like to know this information, which will ONLY be posted on this site.  i will be keeping up my other xanga... but it will pretty much only be skin deep info. so, to those of u who now do know about this site, please keep it to ure self... though feel free to comment on here -  just DONT say anything about it on my other site.  this will be my free, crazy and tell-all site, and id like to keep it that way!  there are just some things i dont need my whole family to know about... so, thanks for understanding. 

my newest adventure was applying to Lufthansa Airlines to be a flight attendant.  dont ask about which moment of insanity lead me to do that... i just did it!  and i feel pretty good about it. id like to take a break from the whole college thing, since i cant become a pastor here - cause i have no german citizenship... and i cant change universities til next fall... hence the reason to try and find something better to do.  let me know of any other bright ideas u might have?

other than that... i dont have anything else too new... but my family would KILL me, if they knew i had done such a thing... im going to be the stupid one now - they all have AT LEAST a mastors degree... and most of them are already at their doctorate... once or twice... im the dumb one.  but, i want to do something for me, FOR A CHANGE, and branch out in a world i have felt too cramped by THEIR styles to enjoy and explore.

im a free woman... damn... feels good!